might have to go and try on my new dresses in a bit, make myself feel pretty :)
Its hard for me to express on here, and for people to understand just how amazing my boyfriend is.
I know he can be a dick sometimes, but so can anyone. He may do stupid things, he may not always be there, he may not be as good at some things as with others but nobody is perfect. He makes me happy and I don’t know what I would do without him. When I need someone there and my best friends aren’t always around, I have him to help me pick up the pieces. After all, he put my heart back together to start with, picking up piece after piece and proving to me that he was worth me opening up my heart to and vice versa.
I care about him more than anyone will ever understand, even right now, sitting and thinking about him, I’m still getting the butterflies that I got when I first got a crush on him, and eventually fell in love with him :)
This song at the moment is just like an emotional release and I can’t stop listening to it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXrlPZYBvcQ&ob=av2n
my grandad walked with the support of a zimmer frame for the first time in near 3 months last night.
this is fabulous news, but it does not take away from the fact that this illness is still going to be the death of him and I’m not going to sugar coat it. i admire his strength and will power so much, he is such an inspiration.
listening to sad depressive music because i’m just in one of those moods.
